hi readers..~
sorry for the late reply..i was so busy.. i have to finish my assignment and project :D and and... attending extra class..
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its the 17th Day of my couple day. I miss my baby boy. Two days more, then its holiday. I'm gonna miss him so much. lalala.!!
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to CB!! please back off...!!! we all hate your attitude you knw that?!! so busy bodyyyy..like fucking hell lah you!!! so backstabbers..and FYI u never will make me jealous..cz im happy with my boyfriend .YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!!
Tuesday, 16 March 2010
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
Ever seen
You all will never will know on how much i love 'August Boy'. I always keep on falling at same month boy... which is August Boy
Thursday, 25 February 2010
26.2
the soft touch of ur lips. the warm of ur body. ur arms hugging and holding me tightly.^^~ i love you too [0408].
26.2
Love is so blind.
I never been like this. Feel so in love..deeply and this far.. Lots people said, why chose him? there's more better guy out there. I don't know what to answer them. Also, they know much, this guy just use me.. but i never been think and feel that he threat me that harshly.. I think this love makes me so blind.
My future, start to become so blurry. Think so much stuff and sick lately, makes me think..my future will just end by the tic-toc of time.
I never been like this. Feel so in love..deeply and this far.. Lots people said, why chose him? there's more better guy out there. I don't know what to answer them. Also, they know much, this guy just use me.. but i never been think and feel that he threat me that harshly.. I think this love makes me so blind.
My future, start to become so blurry. Think so much stuff and sick lately, makes me think..my future will just end by the tic-toc of time.
Monday, 22 February 2010
luv
i love you Han. i always missed you. cant even not thinking u evry second. i dont want to lose u n i hope u wont go far away from me..
day
its another few days..i got problem on my healthiness. Right on my left waist..and my nose was suddenly bleeding. also, migran comes over me. all this makes me think that im not going to live so long anymore.it just a matter of time. before i die, i want to say sorry n love u,Han
Saturday, 13 February 2010
Cny
Talking about Chinese New Year Day..
Whenever you open any chinese's programs, like gossiping or entertainment excluded the story drama.. The presenter will say this for the opening or introduction,
"gong xi gong xi gong xi ni" haha. XD
and you all will notice most shop like department store, will be very bright. Because of the red colour xD anyway, if im not wrong red colour is showing about something.. I dont remember what is it . xD and.. If im nt mistaken, today at Empire Hotel Brunei Darussalam, will have liom dance perfomance there. I wish i could watch it today but I AM GROUNDED! Haahaaa..
Let me say something here, not about CNY its about SCHOOL.. Urghh.. Man.. We got lota of homework.. Anyone can help me do?? Do my homework now!! Hahaha... I know being in a pure sci a.k.a good class..should have lots of homework den others.. Cz school is hoping on us.. Anndddd.. About the vaccine of H1N1.. It is stopped for awhile because the new imported has come.. The chemistrians i think.. Have to chck it first.. To make sure it doesnt make smthng wrong in future.. :) our school will soon have the injection.. oH nOOOooooo!!! I think this few years.. I've been injected by many times and my blood has taken to chck my blood type.. Arghh now.. Its for vaccine.. There will be many hole on my skin xD lols. By the preceding day, i know the hole will gone.. Hahahahahaha..
Whenever you open any chinese's programs, like gossiping or entertainment excluded the story drama.. The presenter will say this for the opening or introduction,
"gong xi gong xi gong xi ni" haha. XD
and you all will notice most shop like department store, will be very bright. Because of the red colour xD anyway, if im not wrong red colour is showing about something.. I dont remember what is it . xD and.. If im nt mistaken, today at Empire Hotel Brunei Darussalam, will have liom dance perfomance there. I wish i could watch it today but I AM GROUNDED! Haahaaa..
Let me say something here, not about CNY its about SCHOOL.. Urghh.. Man.. We got lota of homework.. Anyone can help me do?? Do my homework now!! Hahaha... I know being in a pure sci a.k.a good class..should have lots of homework den others.. Cz school is hoping on us.. Anndddd.. About the vaccine of H1N1.. It is stopped for awhile because the new imported has come.. The chemistrians i think.. Have to chck it first.. To make sure it doesnt make smthng wrong in future.. :) our school will soon have the injection.. oH nOOOooooo!!! I think this few years.. I've been injected by many times and my blood has taken to chck my blood type.. Arghh now.. Its for vaccine.. There will be many hole on my skin xD lols. By the preceding day, i know the hole will gone.. Hahahahahaha..
Greet
Here i would like to say HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. To every chinese in this world especially my admire, Han Wen Siew... My babe, Lee Mang Yin, my twins, Nicole ZiYing, and my koko, Kenneth Pang, LonLon, Shenleen and sir Jerry xD. Wish in this new chinese year will bring happiness, wealthyness, and successness :)
lion dance is everywhere :) to those who taking part, goodluck.
This year i think its Tiger. From what i heard, they have to save the tiger. We must not kill the tiger or let it extinct.. :) so sweet ^^
chinese celebrates it with various type of way. Young people not missed to play fireworks. Even outside my house is now so noisy with the sound of firework. But it is nice. I like it. Such a beautiful midnight with colourful design at the sky. Its really bring happiness :)
:D to those that already married, i want angpaw~ haha. And and oranges :) lol. Thanks for reading my post. Happy new year :) i mean chinese new year xD
lion dance is everywhere :) to those who taking part, goodluck.
This year i think its Tiger. From what i heard, they have to save the tiger. We must not kill the tiger or let it extinct.. :) so sweet ^^
chinese celebrates it with various type of way. Young people not missed to play fireworks. Even outside my house is now so noisy with the sound of firework. But it is nice. I like it. Such a beautiful midnight with colourful design at the sky. Its really bring happiness :)
:D to those that already married, i want angpaw~ haha. And and oranges :) lol. Thanks for reading my post. Happy new year :) i mean chinese new year xD
Monday, 8 February 2010
I finally see the way out
I finally see the shadow of the meaning of love.
Han, i think, i love you so damn much already. I know we aren't very close but we do talk to each other when we're together though sometimes we are shy too. I am so needing you everytime. I can't lie to my feelings, and i do realise that i am very serious with it. Losing of you from my life, will give me a massive shock that may cause me a bit different than before. I feels no regret to love you but i really mad because you have makes me fall in love at you. I wish i could give you at least a kiss for the punishment. God gives you to be near me, because God want to see me happy. Lots of the time before i met you, i am so useless and always being hurt by boys. My ex boy friend was damnly hurt me because he dumped me. I won't and i hope you too, will not do that to me and neither to me. I will wish for your happiness. I never been like this before. Waitig for a guy about 5 months. Its kind of challanging a bit and i manage to keep it till now. Love you han so damnly much!
Han, i think, i love you so damn much already. I know we aren't very close but we do talk to each other when we're together though sometimes we are shy too. I am so needing you everytime. I can't lie to my feelings, and i do realise that i am very serious with it. Losing of you from my life, will give me a massive shock that may cause me a bit different than before. I feels no regret to love you but i really mad because you have makes me fall in love at you. I wish i could give you at least a kiss for the punishment. God gives you to be near me, because God want to see me happy. Lots of the time before i met you, i am so useless and always being hurt by boys. My ex boy friend was damnly hurt me because he dumped me. I won't and i hope you too, will not do that to me and neither to me. I will wish for your happiness. I never been like this before. Waitig for a guy about 5 months. Its kind of challanging a bit and i manage to keep it till now. Love you han so damnly much!
Thursday, 4 February 2010
Inaa
Hm, i am really don't know what to do. My feelings occurs when i get close and far from him. But when he is with other girl, it is suddenly disappear which makes me gives up and jealous. I know that i can't make him smile. But i will try hardbto get him. Hm, is this what we call as real love? Hopefully it is a yes. But, fate won't make us together because of our religions. Nicole told me, it is better if i find other boy. Is that means i have to forget everything about han? I feels like i am useless and so hopeless... I am not desprate but i don't know why i can be like this. This love is always flowing on my mind. But it will changed if something make it rough.
I love han about 5 months already... But i still didn't get my love back. I try to make him smile..cheer him. But, i think it is useless. I don't think he does love me. I am deserve not to be love by everyone. Han is my inspiration. Han makes me change. As you all also know, han is not really handsome or cute. My friend said he is ugly. But for me, the uglyness won't be counted in love. He is just everything to me. He is so precious to my life.
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Later at afternoon, we will go out buy the class stuff with tchr bib. Hopefully it is going to be fun!! Hehehe....i love yah~~i mean i love you all...
For shen,
get well soon and study hard. Be the best father. I always will be there for you when you need my help. It is my pleasure^^
I love han about 5 months already... But i still didn't get my love back. I try to make him smile..cheer him. But, i think it is useless. I don't think he does love me. I am deserve not to be love by everyone. Han is my inspiration. Han makes me change. As you all also know, han is not really handsome or cute. My friend said he is ugly. But for me, the uglyness won't be counted in love. He is just everything to me. He is so precious to my life.
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Later at afternoon, we will go out buy the class stuff with tchr bib. Hopefully it is going to be fun!! Hehehe....i love yah~~i mean i love you all...
For shen,
get well soon and study hard. Be the best father. I always will be there for you when you need my help. It is my pleasure^^
Tuesday, 12 January 2010
its day
hi blog. i think you did miss me. :D right? if NO, i'll close you down. MUAHAHA. okay INA stop being I.D.ten.T :P are you talking to this machine? so LAME ME!! aahaa
ok today is Wednesday. My favourite day!! because..... got PE and only little books have to bring every wednesday. ^^ let see.. oh yea. im still scared and thinking.. either teacher is going to ERUPT when saw our homework didnt finish :D anyone want to hide?? haha. teacher will FIND YOU!! aha. lols. ok.. today have ba news.. NO PE..for the 2nd week!! urghh.. kind of so annoying!! i dont like reason!! aha. but not when i make a reason XD
andddd... now our IRK is added with one subject which is al-Quran and Amali. i dont really much care about it. because i did read al-Quran and do wat the Amali said.. *if im not wrong XD*
bla bla blaa.. you know what? i am boringgg.. wait..i am bored..XD to the MAX!!
kaboooomm
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she is dead...
ok today is Wednesday. My favourite day!! because..... got PE and only little books have to bring every wednesday. ^^ let see.. oh yea. im still scared and thinking.. either teacher is going to ERUPT when saw our homework didnt finish :D anyone want to hide?? haha. teacher will FIND YOU!! aha. lols. ok.. today have ba news.. NO PE..for the 2nd week!! urghh.. kind of so annoying!! i dont like reason!! aha. but not when i make a reason XD
andddd... now our IRK is added with one subject which is al-Quran and Amali. i dont really much care about it. because i did read al-Quran and do wat the Amali said.. *if im not wrong XD*
bla bla blaa.. you know what? i am boringgg.. wait..i am bored..XD to the MAX!!
kaboooomm
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she is dead...
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