part 8

hi readers..~
sorry for the late reply..i was so busy.. i have to finish my assignment and project :D and and... attending extra class..

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its the 17th Day of my couple day. I miss my baby boy. Two days more, then its holiday. I'm gonna miss him so much. lalala.!!

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to CB!! please back off...!!! we all hate your attitude you knw that?!! so busy bodyyyy..like fucking hell lah you!!! so backstabbers..and FYI u never will make me jealous..cz im happy with my boyfriend .YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!!

Ever seen

You all will never will know on how much i love 'August Boy'. I always keep on falling at same month boy... which is August Boy

26.2

the soft touch of ur lips. the warm of ur body. ur arms hugging and holding me tightly.^^~ i love you too [0408].

26.2

Love is so blind.

I never been like this. Feel so in love..deeply and this far.. Lots people said, why chose him? there's more better guy out there. I don't know what to answer them. Also, they know much, this guy just use me.. but i never been think and feel that he threat me that harshly.. I think this love makes me so blind.

My future, start to become so blurry. Think so much stuff and sick lately, makes me think..my future will just end by the tic-toc of time.

luv

i love you Han. i always missed you. cant even not thinking u evry second. i dont want to lose u n i hope u wont go far away from me..

day

its another few days..i got problem on my healthiness. Right on my left waist..and my nose was suddenly bleeding. also, migran comes over me. all this makes me think that im not going to live so long anymore.it just a matter of time. before i die, i want to say sorry n love u,Han

alex

it was 22nd February, Alex Sim Zhong Quan's birthday. May your God bless you. Take care~

Cny

Talking about Chinese New Year Day..
Whenever you open any chinese's programs, like gossiping or entertainment excluded the story drama.. The presenter will say this for the opening or introduction,
"gong xi gong xi gong xi ni" haha. XD
and you all will notice most shop like department store, will be very bright. Because of the red colour xD anyway, if im not wrong red colour is showing about something.. I dont remember what is it . xD and.. If im nt mistaken, today at Empire Hotel Brunei Darussalam, will have liom dance perfomance there. I wish i could watch it today but I AM GROUNDED! Haahaaa..
Let me say something here, not about CNY its about SCHOOL.. Urghh.. Man.. We got lota of homework.. Anyone can help me do?? Do my homework now!! Hahaha... I know being in a pure sci a.k.a good class..should have lots of homework den others.. Cz school is hoping on us.. Anndddd.. About the vaccine of H1N1.. It is stopped for awhile because the new imported has come.. The chemistrians i think.. Have to chck it first.. To make sure it doesnt make smthng wrong in future.. :) our school will soon have the injection.. oH nOOOooooo!!! I think this few years.. I've been injected by many times and my blood has taken to chck my blood type.. Arghh now.. Its for vaccine.. There will be many hole on my skin xD lols. By the preceding day, i know the hole will gone.. Hahahahahaha..

Greet

Here i would like to say HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. To every chinese in this world especially my admire, Han Wen Siew... My babe, Lee Mang Yin, my twins, Nicole ZiYing, and my koko, Kenneth Pang, LonLon, Shenleen and sir Jerry xD. Wish in this new chinese year will bring happiness, wealthyness, and successness :)

lion dance is everywhere :) to those who taking part, goodluck.
This year i think its Tiger. From what i heard, they have to save the tiger. We must not kill the tiger or let it extinct.. :) so sweet ^^

chinese celebrates it with various type of way. Young people not missed to play fireworks. Even outside my house is now so noisy with the sound of firework. But it is nice. I like it. Such a beautiful midnight with colourful design at the sky. Its really bring happiness :)

:D to those that already married, i want angpaw~ haha. And and oranges :) lol. Thanks for reading my post. Happy new year :) i mean chinese new year xD

I finally see the way out

I finally see the shadow of the meaning of love.
Han, i think, i love you so damn much already. I know we aren't very close but we do talk to each other when we're together though sometimes we are shy too. I am so needing you everytime. I can't lie to my feelings, and i do realise that i am very serious with it. Losing of you from my life, will give me a massive shock that may cause me a bit different than before. I feels no regret to love you but i really mad because you have makes me fall in love at you. I wish i could give you at least a kiss for the punishment. God gives you to be near me, because God want to see me happy. Lots of the time before i met you, i am so useless and always being hurt by boys. My ex boy friend was damnly hurt me because he dumped me. I won't and i hope you too, will not do that to me and neither to me. I will wish for your happiness. I never been like this before. Waitig for a guy about 5 months. Its kind of challanging a bit and i manage to keep it till now. Love you han so damnly much!

Inaa

Hm, i am really don't know what to do. My feelings occurs when i get close and far from him. But when he is with other girl, it is suddenly disappear which makes me gives up and jealous. I know that i can't make him smile. But i will try hardbto get him. Hm, is this what we call as real love? Hopefully it is a yes. But, fate won't make us together because of our religions. Nicole told me, it is better if i find other boy. Is that means i have to forget everything about han? I feels like i am useless and so hopeless... I am not desprate but i don't know why i can be like this. This love is always flowing on my mind. But it will changed if something make it rough.
I love han about 5 months already... But i still didn't get my love back. I try to make him smile..cheer him. But, i think it is useless. I don't think he does love me. I am deserve not to be love by everyone. Han is my inspiration. Han makes me change. As you all also know, han is not really handsome or cute. My friend said he is ugly. But for me, the uglyness won't be counted in love. He is just everything to me. He is so precious to my life.
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Later at afternoon, we will go out buy the class stuff with tchr bib. Hopefully it is going to be fun!! Hehehe....i love yah~~i mean i love you all...
For shen,
get well soon and study hard. Be the best father. I always will be there for you when you need my help. It is my pleasure^^

Heehee jobless

Hello! I am so bored

its day

hi blog. i think you did miss me. :D right? if NO, i'll close you down. MUAHAHA. okay INA stop being I.D.ten.T :P are you talking to this machine? so LAME ME!! aahaa

ok today is Wednesday. My favourite day!! because..... got PE and only little books have to bring every wednesday. ^^ let see.. oh yea. im still scared and thinking.. either teacher is going to ERUPT when saw our homework didnt finish :D anyone want to hide?? haha. teacher will FIND YOU!! aha. lols. ok.. today have ba news.. NO PE..for the 2nd week!! urghh.. kind of so annoying!! i dont like reason!! aha. but not when i make a reason XD
andddd... now our IRK is added with one subject which is al-Quran and Amali. i dont really much care about it. because i did read al-Quran and do wat the Amali said.. *if im not wrong XD*

bla bla blaa.. you know what? i am boringgg.. wait..i am bored..XD to the MAX!!
kaboooomm

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she is dead...

con..

Next day kami mkn ne..di pantai… kata herman hamper..sekalinya..JAUHHHHHHHH banar..haha. den sekali smpai sana..inda jua nyaman mkn nya… udh balik..tidor…den..esuk nya…balik ke bandung!!

Bandung kami tinggal di Adreline hotel… tmpt artist bnyk tidur sana.. :D start sana aku online..den 2 hari lps tu.. ke hotel image…den balik ke Kuala lumpur… hmm.. feels like aku miss Brunei udah….mls ku ceta bnyk2 sal indon a..ngaleh…shopping gnya..mkn pizza..jst like that.. FYI indonesia pizza hut kinda cheap… but at some place..

Bh Kisah Kuala Lumpur… tinggal kat Tai Ichi hotel… 4 hari 3 malam… first day.. just jalan2 ke low yat… second day.. ke mana a?? enth..aku ingat kami ke Low Yat..liat liat barang..si awg bali Mouse computer.. hm kami ke times square…liat cerita avatar… siuk lah..yang 3D kami liat..mahal yo!! Den apa lagi a?? eh kamu..lupa ku..di indon aku smpai bali baju warna putih and seluar!! Hahaaa… bh sambung gi sal d m’sia..i’ve got nothing to buy.. but at last…akuuu..

Aku bali kaca mata baru..Billabong! ahaa.. Fran!! You so handsome J haha…that guy..adath tu… den..aku bali key chain untuk some fren d brunei..esp tu si EZWA and alex a… dua2 minta ole2..so atu th saja ku bali kn untuk durang.. XD don’t worry wa..aku liat kn kau dlu.. pilih tia uleh mu dlu.. and jgn kau bising e.. bah den tym balik ke Brunei..kan d airport tu..aku bali jelly belly..kaka ku mimi bali coklet wah..gila seratus labih… aku sikit gnya.. ahaa..den tym kmi masuk… ia ckp delay smpai 7.30…mati kali.. fuhh..nasib jua inda jadi 7.30.. kana awl kn sikit..so kmi pun balik ke Brunei..haha… gila sampai Brunei makan tarus d rumah..bungsu inda mkn d rumah..coz familynya udh mkn..so angah ku saja… den THE END..

Sorry eh..aku pakssa pendek kn cerita ku..ngaleh ku menaip ane wah..mun kana type kn inda jua

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18^th December

Next day..we go to BSM. Makan sana tengah hari.. well aku makan..enth..inda ku tau namanya..minumannya..doi ma sikit bnr…. Den lapas tu kami jln2..bapa bali line disana..SIMPATI MAX… telkomsel lah… hmmm kami jln2 liat baju2..liat saja..nada membali….den lps tu ke supersave nya a.. GIANT. Aha. Bali Pringles seaweed. Nyaman lah. Kaka mimi bali coat… awg bali lampu tidur.. aku nada.. mama bali sapit baju untuk nyuci baju… den kami balik… tidur…

19^th December

Kami ke bogor..jauh perjalanan.. hmm gila… mau tau apa? Si herman tym tu nada..iath yang tua ane drive kami… hm mental berabis ku..ia bawa kami mkn arh nasi padang..sekali tempat nya mahal..katanya “pas makananya?”.. nyaman apa nyaa…sudah th inda nyaman..mahal lagi tu.. bek lagi mkn d AMPERA!!.. lps tu kami sampai kehotel.. heh.. inda lawa hotel a..so kedapan kami lagi..sampai lah..ke hotel RIRIN.. haha..the best hotel. FYI, aku inda suka hotel yang nada hose toilet… aku inda suka jamban yang pakai gayung atu… paling ku anti..sekali ke RIRIN!! Wow.. aku ON man.. especially PIANO!! Mahn. Aku gila if meliat piano..hahaaa…..den kami ke kadai..inda ku tau bh nama2 kadai ne..

Eh aku inda tau hari apa..berapa haribulan.. aku just keep on cerita a… esuknya.. aku ke kadai lagi..kadai yang malam tu kami aga.. aku nada bali apa2..den.. sudah mlm tu..ada dinner di Ririn. Sekali.. aku kana suruh main piano..hahaa..iski ku… kan kami kn jln lagi tu..sekali lps balik bejalan..aku tarus main piano a…. Mahn.. nervous berabis sampai lupa notes nya..XD

Bh aku cerita yang ku ingat ja.. kami ke ZOO sana. Mcm2 bau ku cium..ahaaa… kaka ku bagi duit arh gajah.. gajah tu…ingus nya keluar..tekana arh ceramin kerita..apa inda..perancit..sekali bising tarus kerita a.. den arh baby zoo.. kaka mimi sama c awg begmbr sama singga.aku inda mau eh..sal aku ne… tungkal kn binatang… den lps dari sana kmi balik….den jln ke kadai haritu..mkn sana..den aku jumpa piano~~ MURAH YO..gnya klau ku bali..cemana bawa balik??? NGOX

Bh next day if ku inda slh lah.. its tym to balik..so kami jln2.. aku bali Beg.. and so do them lahh.. eh kami ke kadai jua..isi perut..den kami ke Garut.. tinggal di banglow.. hmm.. rumah nya..atap daun..dinding buluh..jamban batu..halaman…kolam.. haha.. nice view..its on the mountain.. tapi yo..first night… kepanasan..

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cerita

Ok bah. Since there’s nothing to do, I think maybe it’s better if I share my trip during this last term holiday 2009 to Indonesia and Malaysia. It’s begun…

15^th December 2009( +16^th Dec), our flight is night. Finish packing was the day before, Monday. BUT mom packed her stuff on Tuesday morning. I shared my bag with mom. On that day we’ve got GOOD news from my uncle that his wife has give birth a baby boy. YEY!! I got new little baby boy cousin. My uncle named him, Md. Arif Zulhelmi… Nice name J so that day, afternoon, we went to hospital visit my aunt. Then went back to home and then packed all stuff… My other aunt picks us up and drove us off at RBA. My other cousins are waiting there. While waiting to go in, we went eat some food at Jollibee. Nyum NYUM nyummmm.. aha. Then kami masuk aeroplane. And terabang safely to Malaysia, LCCT. For your information, we have to sleep there for a night. DAMN!! Actually pretty much long story. When we arrive… My dad actually plan to live for one night at Tune Hotel but inda jadi..because the hotel was full!! Mahn.. I din sleep for a day!! So my dad bring us to Garden Restaurant. Eat dinner there. Im pretty much hungry..so I eat BUBUR AYAM. Honestly its look weird but yummy. Then next day… we moving arh arrival 1….den makan di McD. Pastu blab la blaa..masuk ke dalam..den apa nah?? On the last2 min kn masuk… announcement ckp..DELAYED!! stupid airline!! Huh…katanya cuaca nda OK..so malam kn tu.. mkn rah DUNKIN DONUT! Last2 min wh durang bagi kmi mkn a. durang bagi nasi lah… show that durang pardon because delayed. But for me.. its unpardonable. Den kmi masuk kapal..sampai Indonesia, bandung.. MALAM.. so that mean… aku inda tidur..sehari labih lah..(long story..)

16^th December (+ 17^th Dec). Menunggu our driver, Herman. Den he come. Masuk kerita. He brought his uncle. HAIZ. You know actually I hate his uncle. Well the age doesn’t matter in this problem. But I do really don’t like him damn much. Minta duit saja. Over pay jua kira kn tu. Kami sampai to our hotel.. Hmm… inda ku tau apa namanya.. aku tau tidur saja..can be said..its not hotel..macam sewa bilik rumah orang saja sulnya.. well..aku sebilik dengan bini2..lelaki semua sekali inda…kan malam jumaat tu..usually baca yasin so malam tu baca yasin lah.. HAHA. Kan kaka wani and kaka mimi inda ikut tu baca yasin so aku, bapa, mama and si awg saja. Sekali apa nah? Mula2 nyaring kami membaca atu.. sudah tu.. dari 4,3,2 tarus ke 1.. sal.. mula2 awg tidur.. sekali mama..skali aku tia..tinggal bapa ku…den “rul bangun”.. bapa ku bangun kn aku..ahaa.. den baca doa.. lps tu ke bilik..ke katil..tarus tidur.. haha..XD lalah bnr tu yo.. inda betidur bah…

to be continue....

home

im just home.and bad news my dear lao gong no longer love me like before. i think it left behind. but hm let it go. so next year come.. time to focus on my study..no boyfriend!! XD

Radoms

Im so bored now. And yeah, miss my wife, Nicole.haha actually my twins. Rarely talk to her lately. And yeah I have nothing to share about today. But I just come back from school take my slip result. I got 4A and 4B. I think i did well. Oh yeah, yesterday early morning at 3.30am i broke mom's lappy. and i cried. hard to sleep because i accidently move the lappy from my bad to the floor. the LCD broken.And aroun 7++ i went to downstairs and told mom what happend. and guess what? She mad at me =.= Then i cried again then take shower go mall with sisters, brother and step brother??. XD me and my sisters and my sis bf watch the 'New Moon'. Urgh boring. and my brother and my step bro watch the 'Ninja Asasin'. Hm then we went eat at food court and met Jimmie and watch some magic. Then wait my brothers and then went to Salon at Batu Besurat. Urgh. I got new hair cut. and i cram myself. 2 hours man!! then we go mosque then go home.-.-" if i tell whole story. Its going to be long post i ever had XD

hmph

I miss someone now. BADLY. He is SHENNYBUMBUM. my Brother. and yeah, i miss nicole zy too. my best twins. ^^ hmph. hey!! i got my PMB result already. I got balance. which is 4As and 4Bs. Thanks god and to my parents and teachers who educate me very well. And congrates to all my friend who got nice result and high result. Wish you all and me of the best for the future. FYI, me and Shen is not couple. He is just my brother. And never will happen for us to couple. And yeah Alex, as you all hear the gossip, he is just my friend too. My best friend. Hmph. WELL to all guys, this is somthing i wanna say..that i don't want to fall in love. Love hurts me more and more. And love never give up to hurt me. But hey!! i think study more good then hanging with boyfriend..wasting our time saja. Next year, i wanna start new life. No boyfriend. Just friends. And yeah, just now i went to Jerudong Park. The place where the people go eat. I went there. It was to celebrate my result. LOLS. suppose i lanja them, but my pocket money.. Is not enough la.. because they go order many food. so my DAD lanja. hehe..whole family go out. And yeah.. I met kak moon :D she's there. want to eat tongkeng. they said..the chicken butt there is nyummy. but i dont really like the chicken ass lah. and FYI, its out of stock. So my sis yang want to buy the chicken butt too put cancel. So she bought the chincken wings saja. uh~ my throat now got problem. And here's some complain, my butter milk lemon chicken is too sweet. my youngest sister lemon chicken is a bit sweet. she cannot taste the sour.and my eldest sisters' is dnt have taste, no sour no sweet.bh off want to sleep.tomorrow mall

result

PMB result

Nuurul Hudaa Inaarah
BM1-ENG2-IRK2-HIST3-GEO4-MATHS4-SCI4-CMS2

Leon Wong
BM1-IRK2-ENG2-GEO2-HIST2-SCI2-MATHS3-COMP4

Ummi Nurhunaira
BM2-ENG2-IRK1-HIST2-GEO4-MATHS3-SCI2-CMS3

Mang Yin
BM2-ENG4-IRK8-HIST2-GEO3-MATHS4-SCI2-CMS2

Hazirah (refer the subject on me)
13254544

Wee Kiat
62984356

Alex
bm7-irk9-hist9-art9-geo9

Ezwa
22434665

Azah bm eng hist -2
geo comp -5
maths -7
irk-3
sci-4

rafie
bm3-eng3-sci4-geo4-maths5-pui6-his8-comp9

Amirs
eng2,bm2,pui3,his5,geo5,mths4,sci4,comp6

others..i dont knw.. fifah punya..i 4gt.. :D